I know

I know that you can never be mine but still my stupid heart believe in miracle.
I know that some things can't be arsed about but still my heart cares for them.
I know that I have always made you cry but trust me I was agonized too. 
I know I can never bring smile on your endearing face but I always make a little effort to do so. 
I know you are unable to talk to me but still I wait patiently for your unexpected message. 
I know you are a prodigy and I always pray that you achieve success wherever you go.
I know I've always put you in the dilemma but you was the only one who lightened my path always.
I know we are separated by distance but still connected by feelings. 
I know you have suffered many atrocities in life so did I.
I know I've always teased you but you never told anything and never got angry.
I know you have always hidden your distress behind your sweet smile.
I know there were many things which you wanted to say but you didn't.
I  know you have encapsulated many sparkling memories in your beautiful eyes but you have also imprisoned me in that.
I know there were many hardships but you overcame them valiantly.
I know you have been left with broken pieces of heart but my dreams have been shattered too.
I know you deserve a way better than me but still this heart admire dreams of you.
I know you have moved on but my time has been stuck there only.
I know there are many things to be told but I've lost the right to do so.